fa-ck-s

I will take the piano player and the photographer of the hotel and the groom and the midnight security guy and the computer technician, I will take the pianist and the photographer, I will take them back home if you don’t call me tonight, or email me, or fax me, please, please fax me tonight

You haven’t faxed me for a while. And I call my italian admirer, I text my cretan let’s say best friend my ex best friend my godfather my fake uncle a bit of incest I call all of them, by their name, and they reply. They always reply, unlike you. You never do. You never do do. You never do do do reply. And you never compliment me. I wear breast very many breast tops, I wear this and that and you never compliment me. And you never reply.

pussy is pussy pussy is written like pussy and pussy if pussy is written like pussy and pussy is written like pussy then pussy means pussy and pussy means pussy. Oh, god.

pussy pussier pussiest

mick me baby mick me mick me baby mick my lousy, mousy, bousy, tousy little pussier pussy. Yes, yes, this is it, my pussier pussy darling yes

mick mussy

Did you talk a lot, I asked you. Did you talk more than you normally talk with me. Yes, you said, yes. And did you have lots in common. Did you have more in common than you have with me. Yes, you said, yes. Did you go to concerts, did you go to more concerts than you go with me, yes you said. Did you like sleeping with her, did you like micking her mussy, more than you like it with me. Yes, you said and snuggled inside the bed sheets.

you left last night. You farted, you shat, you burped and you left. You left me with your fart, your shit, your burp. You left me with the sheets smelling of your shit and your burp and your fart, although I aired them all day long. You left and I was left alone.

like

If I try to be like you, and you try to be like me, then you try to be like you. Because I try to be like you, so that you understand me and you try to be like me, so that I understand you. But I try to be like you and you try to be like me trying to be like you, so you try to be like you. But if you don't know exactly what you are and I try to be like you, then I try to be like someone who does not know what they are like.

hello yes yes hello are you here you are you are of course you are but you do not listen nevertheless you do not listen so close you cook for me you wash and you do not listen you always whisper then I drink the purple wine I drink and I keep my eyelids down I drink I drink and nothing happens I hope to make you listen I scream I watch the films you like I watch the films I like I listen I listen why is it so why is it so I wonder why is it so never enough never enough and never ending sometimes augmenting increasing enlarging improving growing growing but not getting better we walked in the cemetery today. You were wearing rotten red no shoes I was not sure where to look were to turn where to took were to learn where to shoot where to earn where to mistook mislook mishook miscook misput mislearn misbook

I finally turned to you are you looking are you there are you hooking are you bare? oh no, no, not now, you said, not again, please, not now. And then I cried and cried. I snuggled in my blanket and that was the end of that relationship.

unland

somehow sometime someday it all ended one day somehow it ended before it ended sometime there was no more someday (it didn't matter which day) what a surprise oh what a surprise there was no surprise oh what a surprise there is no surprise oh what a surprise do I look surprised do I smell surprised do I hear surprised? somehow I managed to shit sometime I managed to vomit someday I managed to split split up with me baby split up everyday is not the same it doesn't matter which day split up baby don't wonder don't worry don't wait I am shitting now yes yes it all comes together one day, they say, it all comes apart. Don't wonder, don't worry, don't wait, I am shitting now, I will be late. It's coming out one by one, first hard, then very hard, like my wished that never demand

my name is tristesse

oh boy boy oh boy yes come to me my name is tristesse I will swim with you all night I will not make you cry I will be gentle subtle kettle I will not slit your heart I will only make you mad come to me boy I will only use scissors I will only dream of vizors I will stay still I will take one pill I stay right I will kiss you all night boy oh boy come to me

Take an orange and cut it in two and squeeze it in my navel
Take an orange and cut it in three and squeeze it in my navel
Take an orange and cut it in four and squeeze in mu navel

enema

come come come come to me boy I will hold your hand I will hold your knee your elbow come to me boy I will hold your hand your breath your kiss your lease your enema I performed an enema the other day to myself yes yes to myself I thought it would make me feel relieved, it only made me feel pain. I performed an enema the other day yes yes to myself like relationships that as well I thought it would make me feel relieved it only made me feel pain

you will come you will not fit in the door I will scream twice you will bring me cheese you will hold your breath you will ask if my teeth are healthy you will not be ready never ready for this I will cry because I never thought I will I never thought I was I never though. Sometimes, of course, I did, but only secretly in my sleep. And somehow we both know. You will come you will not fit the door I will love you forever.