pillow

I wake up. I have forgotten my dream. I speak in English. The only thing left to talk about is the envelop.

i had a dream i dreamt you had another girl on the first floor and i was unhappy then i went to buy some vintage clothes and i was happy she was blond, called heather, very nice, I decided we can be friends, but, how could you have another girl? how could you have another gitl on the first floor and leave me on the ground?

thick air

i had a dream i dreamt that my mum was made out of thick air and she had instead of a heart a wound. Every time I said I m not coming back the wound cried and my mum was sad. How often did the wound cry, that I don't know. I only know that when I went back at last my mum was as thin as the air she almost vanished against the wall and it took me some time to find out.

I was wearing leopard trousers, the ones that never fit me, and high heels, pink or red or yellow. Then you texted me. I said I am in Greece now, I am sorry I never made it to your performance, I recorded myself typing this message in the leopard trousers and high heels and sent it to you. And I was very thin, very very thin, you could hardly see me and I had a wound instead of a heart.

i went to buy this necklace it was a shop three steps off the ground a very small shop that you could enter from both sides. Then the woman went on a trip. It was a leisure trip with a boat. And the boat sank. It didnt sink straight away, it suffered a little and then it sank. And I couldn't believe that she was gone dead lost drown. The woman from the shop where I bought the necklace, the boat which was three steps off the ground and had two entrances. And I cried and cried.

πού πήγε το πουλάκι μου? πού πήγε το πουλάκι μου?

you hadn't called me for a while. I was cycling to the market to buy a clay pot for my gardenia. Then I saw the truck. I saw it in front of me, it was big, and tall, like a truck. And I thought, what if I crashed on it what if I crashed with my bike and fell on the road, and I was conscious enough still to call you and say I had a truck accident on the way to the gardenia clay pot shop. Your voice would be worried but calm and soft and you will try to comfort my feelings. The ambulance will arrive and the nurse will talk to you on the phone and say my condition is crucial and you have to talk to me for a while, so that I don't lose my senses. Because, if I lose my senses, my condition will be crucial. The nurse will be very strict and say: under no condition should you stop talking to me with your soft and calm, but worried voice, your soft and calm voice. And, I will listen to you, happy and calm, for a while.